Love Yourself

So sem ni aku amek Arabic Creative Writing. And kenalah tulis macam2 petikan and karangan. Nak tulis dalam bm or bi tu boleh tahan lagi, tapi nak translate tu memenatkan haghagahaga. Reverso lah teman karibku. Cakap pasal menulis, teringat waktu sekolah menengah dulu rajin gila aku menulis. Banyak jugakla cerpen ngan novel yang aku dah tulis masatu. Aku simpan lagi sampai sekarang hehehe. Aku tulis cerita inspired by kawan aku punya complicated love story (hshshss), sekuel novel 6.20 (sukma X iskandar endgame yo haghagahag), modernized kasim selamat, melayu-fied snow white (senah weeta n kopok leko XD), and cerpen-cerpen lain yang banyaknya inspired by jalan cerita novel2 cinta n drama2 yg femes waktu tu haghagahaga. Banyak kan?? Padahal waktu tu dok kat asrama, gigihla aku tulis guna pensel petit dalam buku latihan bergaris tu adoii. Puisi2 pon aku tulis, biasalah waktu tu idea and inspirasi bercambah gila. Tapi sekarang? Hmmm geleng pala je lah. Fanfic pon aku lama dah tak tulis. A...

Haluuu semua. Sekarang dah cuti sem yehuuu cuti sebulann! Aku balik awal sebab tadak exam, orang lain tengah exam lagi sekarang hshhshsgs ni lah kelebihannya kos arab sastera tadak final exam 😆  Ok so harini aku nak cerita pasal TBS. Kepada yang tak tahu, TBS tu Terminal Bersepadu Selatan kat KL. Tbs ni memang femes sebab banyak orang naik bas kat sini.  So balik haritu aku naik bas dari TBS. Tapiiiiii sekali lagi tbs ni mengkhianati aku. MENCI!!!! Boleh pulak bas yang aku nak naik tu delay. 3 jam lebih lak tu!!! Dahla bagi tau last minit kata tadak bas waktu tu. Nasib baik boleh jugak balik rumah kalau dak aku cekik sorang2!!! (Gurau) Sambil menunggu bas tu, aku pun dudukla kat surau ye buat kerja. Seb baek aku ni wanita bekerjaya (kikikiki) ada gak la benda nak buat sambil tunggu lama. Aku ingat lagi first time datang tbs memang blur gilaa. Dahla yg tu sbb ditipu ulat tiket sobs sobss. So waktu tu nak pergi kuantan sbb waktu asasi. Pastu nak naik la bas dari sungai petani. ...

Haluuuu it's meeeee This will be my first post in 2023 hehee. I only posted one single entry in 2022 and that's embarrassing. Oh my goodness.  Btw I'll just keep blabbing in this post so i hope you don't mind. So now, I am in my final year of degree at my university, and it's already the last week of 4th year 1st sem. Oh goshh how time flies. This sem feels fast? I think. But the assignments are still piling up on this last week. I have no time to dilly dallying in my bed T_T Mainly it was because of this one subject this one lec that keeps postponing the tasks and he doesn't even teach properly ugh Anyways I'm also working on my final year project and somehow my research title became so complicated hshhshshs. Hope I could finish it on time cause I wanna go home early. (Or i don't wanna stuck on it for so long).  And also I'm working part time as a layout editor for this one book company. The task is not that hard and the pay is worth it. And i can...

Haluuu guys!! Really really long time no see hashsggshg last I updated this blog was on 10th June 2021. Woaa! So hawayu? I just finished my 3rd year 2nd sem of my study in university hehe that means one more year till I graduate. I have to do my internship next month tho! Luckily my internship will be in the uni also, so no need to worry bout transport and accommodation.  I think this semester is the less stressful I've been. Less free-rider, less problematic lecturer, so I like it! And oh, this sem I've to go to physical classes after 2 years of studying online. Fufuu yknow dulu waktu online class, punyala tak sabar nak tunggu pergi kelas f2f. Tapi bila dah kena pergi, malas plak sbb kalau online class, bangun 5 minit sebelum kelas pon sempat lagi. Kalau physical class, kena bangun sejam setengah sebelum kelas doo.. just to bersiap2 and jalan pergi kelas. Anyways, best je sebab lama tak jumpak orang kikiki. Tapi sem ni rasanya paling less interact dengan batchmates lain sebabn...

Hello it's been a while! jk I haven't posted here since September 2020, almost a year hshshhshsh So today, finally, effing finally!!!!! my 2nd year 2nd semester in university has ended! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA I can finally breathe!  I don't know why but this semester is the worst semester of all i've been through. It's like...so stressful from day 1. I don't know whether it's a side effect of being in a pandemic for so long. But the stress is unbearable..it's like I'm alive but I'm dead too. First of all, my uni decided to do 10-week lectures then mid sem break then continue with 4 more weeks. Usually, it's 7/7 but this time they did the schedule differently, maybe because they want to put the raya holiday in the midsem break also. At first, I was like.. oh okayy I think I can manage this coz usually the midsem break is full of assignments too, so what's the difference? But then, as I went through it.. it was so...

Heyyoo long time no see. So cam biasa sem 2 degree dah habes, and here I am summarizing what I have learnt during the 2nd semester. I took 8 subjects and the total credit hours are 18ch. 1. USRAH BUDI 2 (CCUB 2621) Ok ni cam biasa subjek kokurikulum. Lebih kurang ja konsep dia cam usrah budi 1 haritu. Cuma discuss pasal isu lain la. Assignment dia pon cam sama ja, kena buat blog, kena bentang, buat poster and so on. 2. ETHICS AND FIQHS OF CONTEMPORARY ISSUES (UNGS 2080) Seperti tajuknya, ofkosla belajar pasal etika. Ni subjek wajib universiti so belajar dalam English.Generally belajar pasal etika dalam isu semasa like etika dalam masyarakat majmuk,pengguguran, bedah plastik etc.  Assignment dia tak berat tapi banyak. Like ada 2 kali test, buat poster, article review, buat slide, bentang and buat report. Gituhhh. 3. ADVANCED TILAWAH 2 (TQ 3002) Ni subjek wajib untuk budak BAR & IRK. Subjek ni boleh amek lepas dah pass advanced tilawah 1. Dia continuation kepada subjek tilawah 1 ...

Note: Saya tulis post ni waktu asasi batch 2018/2019, jadi maybe ada perubahan serba sedikit dengan peredaran zaman. Jadi, kalau jumpak post yang lagi baru, lebih baik rujuk post tersebut or rujuk students yang baru grad dari asasi uia. Harap maklum. Ohayou gozaimasu Ok memandangkan post pasal asasi uia tu mendapat sambutan ramai dan banyak pulak persoalan yang berlegar2 di kepala anda semua, maka terhasil lah post kali ini plak. I'll tell you about benda basic yang anda nak tahu pasal asasi atau org panggil CFS (Centre for Foundation Studies) kat UIA nih. Orait lets go!!!!!!! Akak, asasi uia belajar kat mana eh sekarang? Dekat UIA Gambang. Sekarang semua asasi memang amek kat UIA Gambang sahaja! Titik. Tak amek dah kat uia lain. UIA lain hanya utk degree/master/phd. Sebabnya uia gambang tu baru sahaja siap dibina tahun lepas dan memang dikhaskan utk pelajar asasi uia. Gambang tu kat mana akak? Kat Pahang, sayang. Berapa lama eh belajar asasi ni? 10 bulan as in SETAHUN. A...

Note: Saya tulis post ni waktu asasi batch 2018/2019, jadi maybe ada perubahan serba sedikit dengan peredaran zaman. Jadi, kalau jumpak post yang lagi baru, lebih baik rujuk post tersebut or rujuk students yang baru grad dari asasi uia. Harap maklum. Apa beza BARB dengan ARCOM? Apa beza asasi bahasa arab dengan asasi bahasa arab untuk komunikasi antarabangsa? So banyak student yang bercita-cita untuk sambung kos arab di UIA konfius ye pasal ni. As per request from one of my beloved readers, let me explain it to you. First of all, asasi bahasa arab di UIA ada 2: Satu, asasi bahasa arab atau singkatannya BAR Dua, asasi bahasa arab untuk komunikasi antarabangsa atau singkatannya ARCOM. Jadi apa bezanya dua asasi ni? Jawapannya pada peringkat asasi ni, tiada beza. Dua2 belajar di UIA Gambang, dua2 belajar subjek yang sama. Contoh subjek yang dipelajari di peringkat asasi ialah: Public speaking  Writing skills Basic ICT Islam and other religions Thinking skills Intro Qur...

Ni hao. memandangkan keputusan SPM baru je keluar, result STPM baru ja minggu lepas an. CONGRATULATIONZZZZ ..so tetiba rase nak tulis pasal UIA ni. Hahahaha jadi promoter plak aku. So apa yang bestnya UIA ni? Haaa haritu aku tulis dah kan pasal life asasi, so biar aku tulis pasal degree lak. Di kampus Gombak. Tenengtenenggg 1. Yuran Yuran UIA antara yuran yang termurah lah antara semua IPTA. Uitm paling murah an, UIA lak kedua termurah. Macam aku kos Arab, satu sem just RM 1265... kira murah la kan? Yuran tu termasukla yuran hostel, yuran tuition dan yuran selebihnya. Hooo kalau uolls pergi uni lain,  lagi mahal. 2. Kemudahan Asrama UIA ni pulak dia memang sediakan asrama untuk semua pelajar dia. Kat sini asrama dipanggil mahallah untuk yg tak tau lagi. Ada mahallah Ali, Bilal, Farouq, Uthman, Aminah, Nusaibah, Sumaiyah, Halimah, Hafsah. Ruqayyah, Asma, Asiah dan lain2. (aku tak ingat welp) Tapi konklusinya, banyaklah asrama. (Bukan asmara ye :P ) So don't worry uolls tak...

I can show you the world...shining shimmering splendid... Hello guys!! Guess what, recently I just found a perfect precious album, which consists of 27 songs and................ THEY ARE ALL GREAT!!! JEONGMALLLL! And this album is written and sang by the one and only Zayn Malik, entitled "ICARUS FALLS" So I really really like most of the songs in this album and I want you to listen to them too. Because they are golden, they are something that will make your ears hear heaven. Perghhh... let me talk here and there bout the songs. LET'S GO~ 1. Let Me This song is about two people falling in love, in sweet love and yeah, it's like a proposal. When Zayn said, " Baby let me be your man, so I can love you, And if you let me be your man, then I'll take care of you, for the rest of my life, for the rest of yours. " You know when you hear that you feel that you have a sweet boyfriend who doesn't even exist haaghgagaagah. The melody is soft and yeah ...

Hello everyone!!! How are you? Yeah yeah I knew it's February now and I just started to write again on this blog. Kuikuii.. but well at least I have the feel to write again. so what do I want to write here now? Hmmm So lately I've been thinking about my life and well, I've got a crush on someone that is close to me and I've been hyping this feeling and tell it to my friends. But sometimes I thought, do I really wanna love him? It's like I'm afraid that I will fall hard and hurt again. I'm done. Be it a boyfriend or best friend, I think a creature name 'man' will just hurt me..... and I will hurt them too. But this someone is so precious, so kind that I'm afraid to lose him as a friend. And yeah like always, I feel that I'm not good enough for him coz he is so nice so I decided that I don't want to confess to him. I will just watch him from afar and wait till it's time or till my feelings for him go away. I'm pondering back abo...

Hey, do you remember that I once wrote about Kwon Jae Hee, a character in the drama Sensory Couple, who is really really cool. And guess what, I just watch a drama starring the same actor, the one and only Namgoong Min, who played a really cute character, Kang Hoon Nam. AAAAAAAAAAAAA 😆😆😆😆 jinja joahaeyooo So the drama's title is "The Undateables" and well I dont wanna talk about the plot here but heyyyy I really want u guys to check out this cute adorable oppa, Hoon Nam! This drama is just light, a romcom theme, so yeahh it is full of sweet fluffy scenes, which are really good to watch when you are bored or just kinda feel like wanna watch something. Andddd this Hoon Nam oppa is really a total eye candy. He is cute, handsome, nice, polite, matured, sometimes act childish, to sum up he is PERFECT😆😍 The most special part is of course his smile, his melting smile that could make you smile too. His smile is just.... perfect all the way. Whether it is a smirk, grin...

Orait geng sebelum 2019 berakhir lets review about the greatest coolest anime this year, Kimetsu no Yaiba! So nak habeh tahun dah barula aku sempat layan anime ni, yang orang dok hype gila2 kat ig mahupun twitter. So aku pon macam tertarikla kan nak tahu jugak apa yg best. Then aku pon download semua eps dia kat telegram. And guess what...best gilaaaa kot anime ni. Like dia cool in all aspects wohoooo Cerita dia pasal Kamado Tanjiro ni, anak sulung dalam keluarga dia. Depa dok atas gunung bersalji ni. Dia la yg tukang pi jual kayu api kat pekan. Satu hari lepas dia balik, tengok2 semua ahli keluarga dia kena bunuh. Huwaaaa.... kecuali adik pompuan dia ni, Nezuko. Worse, Nezuko ni ditukar menjadi demon oleh demon yg serang keluarga dia tu. Jadi Tanjiro ni nak get revenge dengan demon yg bunuh keluarga dia dan sembuhkan balik Nezuko jadi manusia, dia pon jadila demon slayer hunting demons everywhere until he finds that one demon who killed his family, Muzan. Cerita ni fokus kepada ...

So yahhh it's the last day of 2019 and here I am, still alive. I think this is the worst year for my blog cause I wrote only 20 posts including this post during this year. I thought after I got to university, I will write more stories here but yahh I didn't have time. ( welp it's actually coz I'm lazy) Oraitt lets rewind what I've done this year. The first months, I was completing my matric study and yahh, I'm grateful that I graduated asasi with dean's list cgpa. I am also thankful that I didn't have to move to gambang to finish asasi.  Then after I finished asasi, I got a break for 3 months before continuing to degree. And during that time, I took MUET just in case if I have to use it. Gladly, I got band 5 for muet. weehoo I thought to write some tips about muet here but guess what, I'm too lazy. Then in September, I went to UIA Gombak to pursue my degree in Arabic Literature. Got a new roommate, new friends, new classmates and new things to ...

Haip! This will be my notes about what I've learned during the first sem and I'll guess I'll be writing them till I finish my degree. So yahh I've just finished my first semester of my first year in IIUM and I am in exam period right now. I took 15 credit hours this sem and really I got a lot of free time to be wasted. ok let's go! (well let me talk in malay hehe) Oh right those who didnt know yet, I took BARB under KIRKHS. 1. ARABIC FOR ISLAMIC STUDIES (ARAB 1115) So subjek ni basically pasal tatabahasa arab..means nahu, sorof and balaghah. Dan tajuk2 yang belajar banyaknya yang kita dah belajar waktu asasi and sekolah menengah dulu like ism fail, ism maful, wazan, masdar, tashbih etc. And belajar dengan Dr. Nik Hannan best sebab dr guide banyak and baik. Assignment dia pon tak banyak, ada bahsu satu, present satu, pastu test 2 kali. No final exam. 2. COMPUTER APPLICATION  IN ARAB AND LITERATURE (ARAB 2124) Subjek ni plak macam ICT, belajar pasal komputer...

Hellooooooo guyss It's been a damn long time since I updated this blog. You must have missed me right? huehue.. How are you? I hope you are in the best of your life right now. Well for me..I've been busy with my life at my new university (really??) so as you know I take Arabic Language and Literature as my major course in Kulliyah IRKHS. And ... learning here is pretty interesting. Well, it's quite the same back when I took asasi. Same method of learning, same type of assignments, bla bla bla. I'm glad that I took asasi cause I have learned the basic skills to do assignments and so on. My lecturers are quite nice. I've heard some people got weird lecturers that do not make sense and cheapskate at giving marks. Woww I was lucky that my lecturers are not like those others. I wish that next next next sem till I graduate, I will be learning with kind and professional lecturers. While friends and classmates, I think I don't have many problems with them. They ...

Hai chuolls Bertemu lagi kita kali ini dalam episod UIA, Leading the Way. Hmmmm So kali ini aku nak tunjuk la sikit an cemna rupa mahallah kat uia ni. Mahallah = asrama = hostel. Well actually aku snap gambar bilik aku je pon hagaggaga. Maleih aku snap banyak2 aku cita je la noh harap paham. So aku dapat Mahallah Halimatus Saadiah a.k.a Mahallah Halimah. Mahallah ni dekat ngan female sport complex tapi ye nak dekat hujung la. Jauh ngn bangunan kuliyah. Kat sini banyaknya budak KIRKHS la. And aku dapat block B. Cam  besa lah satu bilik kongsi 4 orang. And dia bahagi kepada 4 compartment. So takdela mcm share sgt pon, uolls dapat part masing ii. Tanpa melengahkan masa lagi, tadaaaa Ni lantai bilik ye hagagga. Abaikan yg semak tepi tu. Locker. Besar bukan Atas locker ada ruang leh letak bagasi ikut suka kaulah nak letak apa Rak buku. Besar haa gedabak. Dahla tinggi. Takyah risaula kalau bawak buku banyak tu. Konfem muat. Bahagian dalam lock...

Hello gais Ohohoohoh Long time no see~ actually cuti 3 bulan aku dah habes dah and bermula lah episod baru iaitu life di degree. So 3/9 haritu aku mendaftar di UIA/IIUM Gombak untuk menyambung degree dalam kos BARB (Arab Sastera). So cam biasalah ada orientasi dulu an. Kalau tak tahu lagi, orientasi kat UIA ni orang panggil TaWe as in Taaruf Week. #SeHatiSeTawe Uia River (gambar tidak seratus peratus tepat dengan realiti) Main gate Uia Gombak So todayy I wanna tell you bout this TaWe yg berlangsung sepanjang 3hb hingga 6hb. Hmm sekejap je tak lama pon. Hahahhaa Hari fes ai register, and then petang tu ada talk, malam takdak apa. Hari kedua talk je and ada TPT( Tilawah Placement Test), malam ada talk. Hari ke 3 ada Mega Run pagi tu, ptg ada talk, malam xdakpapa. And the last day ada talk, raptai siket, and Baiah Ceremony. Then habes...yeayy. Well actually 7hb tu ada explorace yg "wajib" pergi. Tapi eheheh aku tak pergi pon. Haggagagag (jgn tiru okay uolls ...