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2020 : I Want to Love Myself

Hello everyone!!! How are you? Yeah yeah I knew it's February now and I just started to write again on this blog. Kuikuii.. but well at least I have the feel to write again. so what do I want to write here now? Hmmm So lately I've been thinking about my life and well, I've got a crush on someone that is close to me and I've been hyping this feeling and tell it to my friends. But sometimes I thought, do I really wanna love him? It's like I'm afraid that I will fall hard and hurt again. I'm done. Be it a boyfriend or best friend, I think a creature name 'man' will just hurt me..... and I will hurt them too. But this someone is so precious, so kind that I'm afraid to lose him as a friend. And yeah like always, I feel that I'm not good enough for him coz he is so nice so I decided that I don't want to confess to him. I will just watch him from afar and wait till it's time or till my feelings for him go away. I'm pondering back abo...

Holidays!!!!!

 Woohooooo!!! Hello, guys! How do you do??? As for me, I am much......fine! Hmm, today is sunday but why am I here? At this time, I actually have to stay at hostel. But............. I skip my school days! Haha! Why I'm not going to school? Hmm... after the PT3, it is getting boring at school. Teachers said that they had arranged many interesting activities for us, but that is just a sly lie. I am so bored. Last week, we had an archery competition.. but that was just for two days. And we entered the computer room, watching movies. Watching with monkeys, I think. Because they ( the overs and gediks) are so loud with their thunder voices. Why they are so excited?? I don't understand cause I don't like that type of overexcited when watching movies. ( Errr.. sorry sapa yg terasa tu...) So, I'm here at my beloved home. Much better. I can do whatever I wanna do. Watching movies ( without disturbances or anything), chatting with my friends, reading novels and ...

NEW DESIGN

Hmmm...... Hohoho....  Like you see.... I have changed my blog!!!!!! Woohoooo!!! Do you like it???   Emmm, actually I want this blog to look better, cuter and more cheerful... So it ends like this... I think I feel satisfy now. If I feel unsatisfied, I will change it again... Haha! But...... I feel a little bit sad because... I can't put the clock, the cursors, the snow, the quotes and the other things in this type of template. So, it's a little bit.... Hmm, anyway I want to say thank you for visiting my blog! Please, leave a comment! =D

BLOG OOO BLOG

                                                                                                                                         Hello....guys!! Okey, this is me... Hmm, actually I have nothing to talk about. I just want to tell that... I might change my blog to a cheerful one! Woohooo!!!!!  Hmmm, can you see the changes that I made? Like the cursor... the snow... the icon... hehe, next time (if I have free time, maybe?) I want to change the theme and font colour...  If you have some tips to cheer up my blog, tell me okay??? :)  Alright, that's all... Owhh, and one more little thing, I added my signature here...ho...

PT3...My Big Exam!

Hey, guys....   I think I don't have time to update my blog now.. Why?? Yes!!! It's because.. PT3 is coming!!!! Oh no!! As a form 3 student in Malaysia, now I have to begin my report... or journal... or whatever is it, I'm now having my PT3... Arggh, it's so.... umm, I don't know.    In this month, I have to work out on my Geography's report.. And the next month, it's time for History. Then, the next next month, It's Bahasa Malaysia and English orals. And the climax is... it's PT3 writing examination in October! Oohh...it really gives me a headache..   Hmm...ehhh?? I forgot to tell you. PT3 is Pentaksiran Tingkatan 3! Hoho... So, I'm going to be busy from now on, and I have to put this blog-writing aside. Huhu...   Emm, I have nothing to talk anymore! If I have time, I'll be updating my lovely blog. So, pray for me in facing PT3 ya!!! Ok, bye-bye!! Love you all so much! <3 huhu.. ;( Sincerely, Miss PT3

'M'

Hello, guys!!! Today, I'm not updating any story cause I realise, if I keep posting stories, you will get bored, right? So it's been a long time since I wrote about myself. Let me tell you about something. And that is..... 'M'.   What is M for? Moon? Maggi?? Miley cyrus???  No, no and no! Wrong answers...    Actually this 'M' is for the letter M on my keyboard! Haha! I want to tell you about this. Unfortunately, M letter is in bad condition. Why?? Because I have to press hard whenever I want to use letter M. So hard that I get sick about it. Huhu... How can I repair it?? Hmmm....... I don't know. It's like I'm going to use this broken M letter until I get new laptop. So sad...   That's all I want to say today! I have no idea anyway.. So, see you soon!! MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM # it's hard whenever I press it... urgghhh

THE NEW MELODY

Ohoks, ohoks.... emmm, today, I want to talk about.......my favourite k-pop boy band, BIGBANG!!!! Yeah, yesterday they had released their new songs- LOSER and BAE BAE.      In my perception, There's some part I like and some part I don't like.The part I really like is.... These songs are divergent from their oldest songs. Its melody and tempo are different and I like that. Actually, to tell the truth, I just like Loser but not Bae Bae.... because I'm the one who like sad songs. Maybe if you hear the songs yourself, you will like both.....or unlike both??? Ummm, I don't know too.. it's up to you whether you like it or not.       But the part I don't really like is... the video of Loser is too outrageous for me. Why? Because my lovely TOP had been contaminated in this video. He... Ergghhh, I really hate this. He goes too far for this video. I feel so sad about this. My innocent baby TOP, end up like this. Being touched by an unknown woman, with the 18+...

THE WORST YEAR..... urghhhh......

  Today I feel like I want to tell you about my fifteen-years-old life. Huuhuu.. I feel like this is the most horrible year in my life. Oh no!!! Do you know why? It was started from the first day at the hostel of my school. They call it ASPURI..... jeng jeng jeng.... **********************************   That day, I went to the hostel happily, because this year, my brother join me too. So, I just wear my usual baju kurung , not the formal baju batik . I thought it was fine to wear like that because you know..it was the first day back to school. Without realizing anything, the terrible, very bad things were waiting for me.... one by one, until I felt like that was a really unfortunate day for me. I can list the things down...look! Only me and my friend had to stay in another dorm from the dorm of Form 3. See?? Only two of us.. and the rest members are Form 4, whom I don't like much. At that juncture, I start to think, am I being abandoned or what?? Urgghh.. that ...

Love From The Star

 Ohok..ohok.... I'm in! Today I wanna tell you about this amazing guy! Woohoo!!!! That guy is..... 'DO MIN JOON'  Lately, I've been watching an amazing korean drama- "My Love From Another Star". And I was attracted by the main character, Do Min Joon. He is actually an ALIEN! Woa..... he come from the star called, KMT 1...1... erghhh, whatever! I forgot it, haha!   Although he is an alien, he is so handsome and smart. He have a smooth complexion, a cool style and  a smart brain. He also has superpowers!In conclusion, he is so perfect! I really like him. Oh,men....   After I watched that drama, I think and think. Isn't it is amazing if I also have my love from another world?  That's totally sweet! I want my love like him too... huhu... Although I know, it will never become true... I really hope I have it.   And then I realize. YES, I already have my love from another world.. He is ALLAH, who always love me, in what condition...

INTRO

i   hye buddies! nice to meet you.!!!!!!!!!!!!! BYE!!!! :)