I wake up from my bad dream. Haa.. it's such a scary nightmare. In that dream, I fell from a mountain at a desert in a deep night. My hand was hanging at the mountain's side, hoping that I won't fall onto the ground. But suddenly, someone tried to rescue me, reaching my hand. But at that juncture, I slipped his hand and fell down. That's when I realise into the real world.
Hurmm..where is him? I see the room's door opened wide, showing that there's no one inside. Then I hear some voices from outside. It's Jonathan! And Joshua... they are playing happily like a close siblings. Neither I had play joyfully like that with Joshua. But seeing them, I'm a bit jealous. Yes, I never play with Joshua, my own stepbrother as I always follow my pride and ego. So I isolate him, like he's never alive in this world.. in my world.
Suddenly, my eyes meet with Jonathan's hazel eyes. He grins.
"Hey Marya! Come and play with us."he invites sincerely.
"M-me??"
"Yes, let's play together!!" he shouts out loud. Joshua also stares at me with his big, round eyes. I walk to them with sweater on my body. I sit down on the bench with Jonathan, watching Joshua rides his bicycle around the home compound. We have nothing to talk so I ask him,
"Doesn't your family worries about you? Don't they call you or else?" He stares at me, right into my eyes. I'm clueless what's he trying to say. He sighs.
"Please.. don't talk about me anymore. Let's talk about you."
"Me?"
"Yes, you. I know you have something to share with me, right? I think I have been your friend now.." I just lower my head, speechless.
"Are you happy right now?" I raise my head up. That's the first time someone asks me a question like that. I see a hope in his eyes. I feel that he knows something about me that i never know. Can I believe in him?
Hurmm..where is him? I see the room's door opened wide, showing that there's no one inside. Then I hear some voices from outside. It's Jonathan! And Joshua... they are playing happily like a close siblings. Neither I had play joyfully like that with Joshua. But seeing them, I'm a bit jealous. Yes, I never play with Joshua, my own stepbrother as I always follow my pride and ego. So I isolate him, like he's never alive in this world.. in my world.
Suddenly, my eyes meet with Jonathan's hazel eyes. He grins.
"Hey Marya! Come and play with us."he invites sincerely.
"M-me??"
"Yes, let's play together!!" he shouts out loud. Joshua also stares at me with his big, round eyes. I walk to them with sweater on my body. I sit down on the bench with Jonathan, watching Joshua rides his bicycle around the home compound. We have nothing to talk so I ask him,
"Doesn't your family worries about you? Don't they call you or else?" He stares at me, right into my eyes. I'm clueless what's he trying to say. He sighs.
"Please.. don't talk about me anymore. Let's talk about you."
"Me?"
"Yes, you. I know you have something to share with me, right? I think I have been your friend now.." I just lower my head, speechless.
"Are you happy right now?" I raise my head up. That's the first time someone asks me a question like that. I see a hope in his eyes. I feel that he knows something about me that i never know. Can I believe in him?
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