Love Yourself

Hey, everyone!!!!! Haha... I am blogging again today.(although I said that I want to post entries on 1st January) Hehehe.. well, for this evening, I just want to tell you about the 'Commitment' Korean movie that I watched just now. Hmmm.. why did I choose to watch this movie?? Aha! It is because my lovely yet handsome T.O.P oppa starred in the film. Woohooo!!!! At first, I thought this movie is kind of serious and boring story, but....... I was wrong!!! Even though it is a serious movie, but it is also a heartwarming and touching story. Huhu...T^T I shed tears at the end of the story. For your information, Commitment is a story about Li Myung Hoon ( TOP ) who became a spy for North Korea in order to protect his beloved little sister. He faked his name as Kang Dae Ho in South Korea and lived as a high school student. But he has to do a mission where he has to kill people. That's all I can tell you. Hoho.. But, I felt really sad cause everytime he killed a per

Hello... Assalamualaikum... Annyeonghaseyo... Konichiwa... Salut... Aloha... Hey.... =D I just want to greet you today! Haha!! School holidays are almost coming to the end. But these few days, it feels so tiring and upsetting. T-T Know why?? Cause I thought that next year, I'll be studying in new school but despite that, I have to stay in my current school. Huhu.. it's all because there is no place for me at the new school's hostel. Urgghhh... And one more thing, I feel like my PT3 exam is nothing compared to my UPSR. Cause everybody is just congratulating me and...that's all. Owhh..kay. -_-ll So, finally I realize that expecting is the worst action to take. That's why people say: Don't hope too much, Don't expect too much, Cause that 'too much', Will hurt you so much. Huhu.. Ok.. hmmmmmm, this year is coming to an end. And it had left me so many cheerful and sad moments. What about you? Hoho..  Ahhh.. and today i

Hey hey hey!!!! As I promised, it's time for K-Drama!! Haha! So, from the title of this entry, you would know what Korean Drama had I watched. Yes, it's Sensory Couple : The Girl Who Sees Smell! Woohoo!! Thanks for that someone who suggests me to watch it. :) And from this point, these are all my thoughts of that drama. So, don't throw some tantrum on me.. Hehe.. Well.. what I want to say here is about... my most super coolest favourite character, KWON JAE HEE!!! Heyy.. I really love this guy!! he looks cool, right? Hehe.. I love him the most in this drama. Well, actually, I only love him even he is the creepy chain murderer. I really like his style, his personal character, his deep voice, his look and his.. Frankly, I love all about him. And I'm so surprised that this is the first drama that I love the other character more than the hero and heroin. Wow! Before this, in other Korean Dramas that I watched, I always like the hero and heroin but not for this

Heyyy, everyone!!!! Finally I got my PT3's result yesterday. Woohooo!!! Setelah menunggu sekian lama, aku dapat jugak tengok hasil pembelajaran aku selama 3 tahun nie.. Hmm.. So.. what's the result?? How many As did I get? Is it satisfying? Well, well, well... sebenarnya result aku biasa2 ja. Takdela straight A pownn. Huhu.. T-T Dalam PT3 nie, aku amek 11 subjek. But, aku hanya dapat... aku dapat... hmmm...sebenarnya aku.. aku dapat 10A 1B! Yayyyy!! (Tepok la siket.. :-P) ta ta raa!! This is my certificate. Dan B aku tu subjek Science. Huhu.. So, I realised that I'm not majoring in Science. Hmm.. mungkin sebab aku tak minat Sains kot selama ni. Haha.. kan dah dapat B! Padan muka! But, whatever je lah. Aku tetap bersyukur dengan result aku. At least, result akulah yg paling gempak dalam sekolah tu. Hahaha!!! Kau yang tengah baca ni mesti rasa aku riak, kan? Hmm.. I'm not bragging. I'm just showing off! Haha. Actually, this is the only place that

Salut! Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! I'm so bored now.. what should I do? Eotteohge? Hmmm.. to fulfill my free time, I do a lot of things. Like.... Here! I'm blogging! Hahah.. but I don't know what's good to post on my blog. HUhu.. Once again, I'm watching my favourite Korean drama.Which drama?? Of course it is "My Love From the Star". I just want to throwback. Haha.. watching y beloved Do Min Joon. Even my brother watch it with me. Hoho Then, once again, I reread my favourite manga. That is.. " Dengeki Daisy"!!! Hahah And, absolutely, I am reading the "Warm Bodies" novel. But sometimes, I felt like giving up on it. I'm so lazy to read it and just want to watch its movie. But.. maybe I can find something beneficial on reading that. One more thing, I also learn the French language. Haha, it's quite easy. The app that I downloaded makes me easy to learn. So, I can speak some French words now... Salut! Bonjour! Frai

Aloha!!!! Hmmm.........well, during this school holiday, I've got nothing to do so I try on reading some English novels. It's been a long time since I read them cause I was too busy. ( haha..busy la sangat..) So, I started my reading with an amazing hilarious teen novel called, "Diary of A Wimpy Vampire". Jeng jeng...this is it: It looks interesting, right? Sure, it is a fantastic story. It's about a 99-year-old vampire who looks like a 15-year-old boy called Nigel Mullet. He fell in love with a beautiful yet matured girl named Chloe who is also his classmate. Although Nigel is a vampire, he didn't possess the vampire's good look or physical strength. But will he be able to get Chloe as his girlfriend in the end? And will he be able to be strong and awesome like the other vampires before his 100th birthday? Find it yourself in this exciting novel! Huhu, that's all I can tell to you. I'm not good at making a book review.. :( And

Hurting a person's feeling is actually a hard thing to do for me. I felt so guilty with all my sins to him. I know that I made mistakes, the one who ought to be blamed. I regretted so much with all the things I did.    But as I thought hurting is a hard thing, apologising is ain't easy too. I've been thinking a way that my apology won't make he feels sad and disappointed. Anyway, it's a thing that I can't prevent. He must be hurting even if I use any words to him.      So, I had apologised to him and he said..."Okay, it's fine for me." It was a relief that he said so but I keep feeling guilty to him. Despite that, after I've been thinking for quite a long time, I don't feel much guilty now At least, I had apologised to him and admitted my fault. Of course, everyone makes mistakes, right? So, let's just forget this and move on!! Fighting!!!   Last but not least, to the person whom I meant for, if you are reading this,I want to sa

  Welll....... hello!! I'm so depressed just now but I feel much better right now. And today.... WOW! It's my lovely oppa's birthday!!!!!! Wooohooo~~~~ Happy 28th Birthday, TOP Oppa.... I hope you are doing much fine! You are getting older but you are still my best, great oppa! Haha.. Am I getting over'gediks'? Ohhh.. and I made this for you! Saranghaeyo!!!!!!! Saengil cukha hamnida... Do the best and always be our favourite bingu oppa!! =D The Lovely VIP,

arghhhhhhhhh... I feel so tensed that I post all of these. It makes me feel better. See ya! But don't ask me anything..

Well........ hello, guys!!! Hhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahha!!!! I wanna laugh till my stomach hurt. ;D Know what? Today, in the evening... I went back to my lovely hostel. Then, as I just stepped into the hostel, my friends rushed to me. I was startled. What's up? I didn't manage to go into my room yet. Then, they quickly told me, "Go back!! Hurry up!! Call your father." "E eh...why? What's happened?" " Know what? Just 6 of us of Form 3 come to hostel this evening!" What????!!! I was shocked. Why? I expected to meet my friends today after a long holidays I had. But why... The two of my friends asked me to go back cause they want to go back to their home too. So, I asked, what about the three others? Then, they said that one of them will go back in this Tuesday, while another one this Thursday. And another one.... hmmm..I don't know. So, I quickly called my father to pick me up. Haaa.... what a us

 Woohooooo!!! Hello, guys! How do you do??? As for me, I am much......fine! Hmm, today is sunday but why am I here? At this time, I actually have to stay at hostel. But............. I skip my school days! Haha! Why I'm not going to school? Hmm... after the PT3, it is getting boring at school. Teachers said that they had arranged many interesting activities for us, but that is just a sly lie. I am so bored. Last week, we had an archery competition.. but that was just for two days. And we entered the computer room, watching movies. Watching with monkeys, I think. Because they ( the overs and gediks) are so loud with their thunder voices. Why they are so excited?? I don't understand cause I don't like that type of overexcited when watching movies. ( Errr.. sorry sapa yg terasa tu...) So, I'm here at my beloved home. Much better. I can do whatever I wanna do. Watching movies ( without disturbances or anything), chatting with my friends, reading novels and

   I rummage through the box to find the true answers. I scatter all the things and what I find is... a letter that written my name and glued with love sticker.    My heart beats loudly, making a sound like dub lub dub. I take the letter hesitantly and open it. Dear my dearest love,     How are you? I know you are fine right because it is your birthday. Happy 17th Birthday!!! But... this day had brought me a lot of wounds that tears my heart. I figure out that you are Jonathan... right? I don't want to believe this but I have to because everything about you is just too similar to Jonathan. 12 years ago, you came to me with something like the time machine, right? Answer me, Jonathan! Or Joshua.. or whatever your name is.. answer me!! I have no idea what's going on in the past future, but I know you had changed my fate. And the worst is, you gave me hope and destroyed it after you went!     Know what? Since you came into my life, I fell in a first-sight love wit

   I wake up. Mom sleeps beside me while Dad sleeps on the sofa. I know they really love me and I love them too. But... why must my sister die? Why? I had built the machine, I had go back to the past and I.. had change the fate. The fate that she died. But why it's still the same in the end? It's just like I'm not doing anything. It is so tragic.   "Mom..mom..." I wake her up.   "Yes, my son?"   "I want to go home...now." Tears stuck in my eyes. I can't stay here any longer.   "Okay, I'll tell Dad. Wait a minute." She wakes Dad up and discuss with him. I stare at the morning sky through the window. But I find nothing except an emptiness. *******    I walk into Marya's room. I want to find something precious, something meaningful that she might left before she died. I want to know the reason of her suicide. I'm burning of curiosity.       I look around and fortunately, I find a light-blue box und

     Finally..........it's over! OVER!!! O.V.E.R Yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!      What's over???                  My PT3  is over!!!!!!!!!!!!  I've been freee............ I can't believe it but my most important examination in this year is over. It's so wonderful. Hmmm..... 'bout my PT3? Well..... I just can say that this exam is not quite difficult nor quite easy.. But, I had do my best in that exam, so I'm waiting for my hard work's result... And certainly, I'll be glad if I get straight A's..or at least I can get many A's.. But, actually....  I am not free yet... T-T Why? Because I have to join a "Pasca PT3" programme after this.. Know what? Our teachers had gave warning to us, that if we don't attend to school... our names will be in the school's record...  Huhu... so sad and tensed! But, it's alright.. I just have 5 weeks more to go to school this

Woohoo... long time no see! It's been a while since I updated my blog... Hmm, hmm, hmm... I don't know what to say.. 'Bout my story, The Twisted Fate, do you like it? There are 2 chapters left! Whoa!! It's a relief and I think I want to write it next time. I am so appreciated if you are reading that wonderful  quite boring story. The story is just... urgghh! Too ugly to look it back. It's predictable and got a little confused sometime, and I feel like I can't tell you what I really want to tell you. Hoho. Forget about that ugly story.. Back to now. Recently, I've been reading 'Dengeki Daisy"  comic by Motomi Kyousuke. It's really an amazing, spectacular story! It's a shoujo comic and I'm reading it online. Cause you know, I really want to buy that comic, but it is not sold in Malaysia. (T_T) Frankly, I love to read comics so much! And out of all, I really love Motomi Kyousuke's comics. I had read some of them back then lik

VERSE 2 "FAULT & FATE"   "Urgghh.... urggghhh.."   "Joshua? Joshua!! What happened to you??"   " Urgghhh..."   "Erwin!! Erwin!! Hurry up!! Joshua was hurt and he's bleeding a lot! Oh dear.." **********   "Joshua?"   "Mom.." I open my eyes. It's so bright. I look around, it's all white.Yes, this is hospital.   "Joshua, are you alright? We're so worried about you. What had happened? Where had you been?" Mom asks many questions. Dad is sitting beside her, looking worried at me.   "I.. I'm okay. This is 2025, right?" I ask weakly. I have no energy now after the incident.   "Yes, my dear.. what happened to  you?"   "No.. nothing." I try to sit up straightly on the bed. My head is bandaged. It was such a hard hit that I had. I look around the room. Where is she?   "Mom, Dad.. where's Marya?   "Marya?"

 " Let's go! Let's go!" I feel so happy that I run forward to the road myself, unrealised he was left behind.   I turn back. What's with him? He is pressing his head, like feeling dizzy. I stop at the middle of the road, wanting to walk back to him Suddenly..   "Watch out!!!" I hear him yelling at me. I look to my right. Oh, no!   "Pon! Pon! Poooooooooonnnnnnnnn!!!" I'm frost, shocked. I close my eyes, ready to be hit, but....    "BAMMM!!"   There's a loud bang. I fall on the ground. What's going on? Someone push me just now! I try hard to stand up, searching that person. All I see is a big truck that stops on the road and in front of it is..   Noooo!!! It's Jonathan! He was hit by that truck. He saved me just now! I run to him like the earth is never enough to step on. I knelt beside his body. He is bleeding so much. My hands are trembling frighteningly. I couldn't see him like this!   "Jonathan! Wak

"Ehemm.." I turn back. It's him. "Marya," he calls. "I must go in a few minutes later." His words are killing me. What? Why must now?   "Can't you stay here?"   "No, I can't." He lowers his head. I prevent my tears from dropping.   "How long?"   "It's a long time. But we.." I quickly hug him. Tears are drowning my face. I can't stand it anymore.   "Where will you go? Can I follow you? Or..can't you stay here? Don't say no, please..." I cry and cry, knowing that he will go from my life. He gently rubs my back.   " Marya, I want you to hear this." He looks deeply into my eyes. " We will meet again soon."   " Meet again?"   "Yes, but it will take a long, long time. You have to be patient."   " I.. I'll wait on you. I'll wait, even if it's a decade or a century.." I looked desperate but you know, my feeling jus

Hello, guys!!!! How are you? What have you been up to? Hmmm.. never mind. Today, I wanna talk about my dear cute friend. ( As I had made a promise with her.. Hoho..) And, her name is...... ALIANIS ALLIANI Woohooo....give a clap!!! Peeweet!!! Seronok tak, Alianis? Hehe.. Tanpa melengahkan masa, marilah kita sama sama mengetahui siapakah sebenarnya insan ini...  Jeng jeng jeng... #ARE-NIS  COMEY Ini kisah Alianis Alliani Nampak ayu comel sekali Tapi hampa tak tahu lagi Siapakah gerangan gadis ini Orangnya segak dipandang mata Ramai peminat, hang tau pa! Tapi bila cubit, ini dia!! Dia punya rasa, macam ketam berbisa Jalan ayu penuh sopan Lemah lembut pada luaran Namun bila depan kawan-kawan Kasar gila, asyik nak berlawan Lagi satu, dia pandai melawak Tengok muka pun rasa nak tergelak Aku ni saja ja nak melawak Harap jangan marah pulak Haha... habes dah!! Cemna? Best tak? Hokhok.. Hmmm, takpelah. Tak tau dah nak cakap

Hmmmm...hmmm... I'm having PEAnut cookies and a cup of TEA under a shady TREE. Hoho..no, no, no. Actually, next week I'll be sitting a trial for PT3 exam. And... I am so lazy to do the revision. Urgghh... It's too much to read. But..I have to work hard if I want to keep my 1st place...I don't wanna see someone else grabs my crown. No way!! I think I will be busy doing the revision. So see you soon! I mean... Next 2 weeks. So sad... By the way, wish me luck for my exam, ya!!!! Bye... Love you all! =D P/s: This poem really suits my situation right now..huhu..      " What is this life if, full of care      We have no time , to stand and stare..."        

  "No, you can't!"   "Huh??" I wonder why he scolds me after I told him about the dinner.   "You can't go out tonight! NEVER!!!" His face is all red. I get afraid of him.   "But why? We'll just go for a dinner at a restaurant. Then we'll back home. Simple thing."   "No, it's not something that you know. It's complicated!"   "Then tell me!" He's speechless. "This is a chance for me to build a happy family again. This night! So I must go, by hook or by crook!" I shoot out all my feelings. The air feels so hot now.   "It's up to you whether you'll go or not. But this girl, Marya Morgan will go out!! The end." I slam the door loudly. I don't know what I'm doing but I know that I made a fight with Jonathan. ******************   Along the journey, we just keep quiet. Not of all us, but just me and Jonathan. I thought he doesn't want to follow yet

Hey, guys!! Today I wanna write about........... DOODLES!!! Lately, my younger brother bought a sketchbook and a marker..  So, I'd been thinking what he wants to do with that things? Then, he opened Youtube videos about doodles. And for sure, I watched with him too. Hehe..   From the videos, I learned to draw doodles! =D And these are all my doodles.. they're not quite cute. Hoho.. Take a look~ my first doodle love~ absolutely, for my great oppa <3 love again... I drew on my sister's pencil case too... Haha...that's all! Hope you like it. Ah, by the way, how's the BIGBANG concert just now? Is everything alright?? I know it must be great! :) Hmmm...hmm...hmmmmm..... Tomorrow, I have to go back to my 'lovely' hostel... and we'll be apart for two weeks... So sad... So, see you two weeks later! Wait for me ya!!  Love you~ <3