The Repentance

Well hello you guys!

It's been a long time since I updated my blog. At first actually, I wanna update about something else but something came up. So I need to tell you this.

Last night I had a nightmare. A terrible one. About the Dajal. It was so scary. 😵 Only God knows how I feel. At the end of the nightmare, I got caught by him and he turned me into stone, leaving me to death. I thought I was already dead. But luckily, it was just a nightmare. Fuhhh... Alhamdulillah.

So when I slowly "died" last night, I thought to myself, is this the ending that I want all this time? Is that enough? Am I qualified to go to Jannah? Are my good deeds much enough? But at that time, I had no choice but to just go with the flow. To just agreed with the situation when I died.

But today I am alive. I have choices. I knew my good deeds are not much enough. I am barely qualified for heaven. As I thought about my late sins, I feel scared. Just how much time do we have more in this world? Just for how long? Do we have the chance to repent from our sins, to add up our good deeds? What if we suddenly die today? Do we feel satisfied enough with our ending?

Yep..we need to rethink over and over again. And repent.

Cause we still have time to repent. We still have chances to prevent ourselves from the darkest ending ever. Before it is too late. Before the Dajal came. Before the Yakjuj Makjuj crawl up. Before the sunrise from the West. Before the Door of Taubah close. Before we die.

It will be endless regret if we end up in Hell. We would live forever there. Do we want it? NO! Of course, we anticipate the happy ending, where we would live in Heaven, forever and ever.

But when we look into the reality nowadays, we would question ourselves, are we strong enough to resist the temptation from Dajal in the future? Because nowadays, people are lack of deen. We often follow our nafsu, our heart's voice to enjoy the things we shouldn't. We follow nonsense trends. Aurah was not covered enough. Teenagers lost interest in knowledge or study and yet, they always spend their time on social media, on musically, doing useless things. People are racing to gain wealth or to look pretty as fast as they can. Is this the community that can fight Dajal one day? Question yourselves. Change yourself to a better person so we can build a better community.

Seek help from Allah. Ask for repentance. Yes, we humans are never perfect, we commit sins here and there. But Allah is the Most Forgiving and it is never too late to repent to Him. Ask for forgiveness, for strength, for success in this Dunya and Akhirah. Ask your heart what it really wants. Throw away that ego and whatsoever. Because a true heart will always seek for Allah. Right?

So that is all I wanna share with you. I felt that this is a way from Allah which He wants to show me. And I must share it with you too. Because all of us are still seeking help in our life. I admit that I also sinned a lot. Which I regret it. But it is okay because as long as we have the awareness, we can still go back to the straight path. Right?

I write this just to remind myself again and again. So I could remember and repent again and again. Cause we humans make mistakes again and again.☺

Alright, I will come up with a new entry tomorrow. I hope that this entry can give benefits to all of us. In sha Allah. 

Assalamualaikum. ❤❤❤