Hmmm.....dah seminggu aku dok umah. and seminggu lagi to go.
SPM trial tak habes gi...coz something happened . And yeahh...
Huhuii....sebenarnya aku nak tulis ape ni? Duhhh!
Purpose?
Well..sebenarnya aku tulis tajuk tu sempena tajuk lagu Justin Bieber jee.. hahaha.
Why???
Coz I like him.
Bila aku teliti balik lirik lagu dya..tambah2 yang dalam album Purpose tu, they give a lot of meaning. A deep one. They help me encourage myself. They are Justin's words. He is a precious guy. Banyak orang kecam dya... tapi apa salah dya? Apa kaitan dya dengan orang yg kutuk dia tu?? Rasanya dia xde kacau life orang pun. Haih.. So.. I'm on his side right now. I will always believe in him. Coz I am Belieber. Hoho.
So..what is the purpose of my life?
Kalau tanya semua orang.. memangla diorang akan jawab.. nak berjaya, nak masuk syurga, nak bla bla... but macam mana sebenarnya?? How will I get that success? Apa yg aku nak jadi nanti?
I have no idea.
And I'm searching for it. When people ask me, I will answer, "Yeahh..I wanna be an architect, I wanna study at UIA, I wanna bla bla bla.." . Those were half true. Kadang2, aku pun ragu kat diri aku nihh,boleh ke aku buat semua tu? Boleh kah? Mampukah aku?
Aku tak yakin.
Serious.
Good grades do not mean you will have good future.
Haha...
I must be strong. I must be talented enough. I must have a high self-esteem.
Right?
Cakap kemas kau ye.. hohoo.
And actually right now.. I'm looking for happiness. Loving someone is not a happy thing for me. It makes me worry all the time, you know. I hate that. So the best is..let me just love Justin Bieber. That will be enough. At least, I will not have worries that much. I don't wanna care so much bout my crush, but...I'm not that kind of girl. I'm a girl who always worries about fool things. I cannot change that. It takes a lot to change. I don't wanna be broken again. Haaa..
Well.. I will just pray there will be nothing to worry between us.
Haha.
K bye.
Keep visiting my blog, though I like to talk nonsense. Hohoho..
Btw, what's your purpose?
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