Love Yourself

Well........ hello, guys!!! Hhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahha!!!! I wanna laugh till my stomach hurt. ;D Know what? Today, in the evening... I went back to my lovely hostel. Then, as I just stepped into the hostel, my friends rushed to me. I was startled. What's up? I didn't manage to go into my room yet. Then, they quickly told me, "Go back!! Hurry up!! Call your father." "E eh...why? What's happened?" " Know what? Just 6 of us of Form 3 come to hostel this evening!" What????!!! I was shocked. Why? I expected to meet my friends today after a long holidays I had. But why... The two of my friends asked me to go back cause they want to go back to their home too. So, I asked, what about the three others? Then, they said that one of them will go back in this Tuesday, while another one this Thursday. And another one.... hmmm..I don't know. So, I quickly called my father to pick me up. Haaa.... what a us

 Woohooooo!!! Hello, guys! How do you do??? As for me, I am much......fine! Hmm, today is sunday but why am I here? At this time, I actually have to stay at hostel. But............. I skip my school days! Haha! Why I'm not going to school? Hmm... after the PT3, it is getting boring at school. Teachers said that they had arranged many interesting activities for us, but that is just a sly lie. I am so bored. Last week, we had an archery competition.. but that was just for two days. And we entered the computer room, watching movies. Watching with monkeys, I think. Because they ( the overs and gediks) are so loud with their thunder voices. Why they are so excited?? I don't understand cause I don't like that type of overexcited when watching movies. ( Errr.. sorry sapa yg terasa tu...) So, I'm here at my beloved home. Much better. I can do whatever I wanna do. Watching movies ( without disturbances or anything), chatting with my friends, reading novels and

   I rummage through the box to find the true answers. I scatter all the things and what I find is... a letter that written my name and glued with love sticker.    My heart beats loudly, making a sound like dub lub dub. I take the letter hesitantly and open it. Dear my dearest love,     How are you? I know you are fine right because it is your birthday. Happy 17th Birthday!!! But... this day had brought me a lot of wounds that tears my heart. I figure out that you are Jonathan... right? I don't want to believe this but I have to because everything about you is just too similar to Jonathan. 12 years ago, you came to me with something like the time machine, right? Answer me, Jonathan! Or Joshua.. or whatever your name is.. answer me!! I have no idea what's going on in the past future, but I know you had changed my fate. And the worst is, you gave me hope and destroyed it after you went!     Know what? Since you came into my life, I fell in a first-sight love wit

   I wake up. Mom sleeps beside me while Dad sleeps on the sofa. I know they really love me and I love them too. But... why must my sister die? Why? I had built the machine, I had go back to the past and I.. had change the fate. The fate that she died. But why it's still the same in the end? It's just like I'm not doing anything. It is so tragic.   "Mom..mom..." I wake her up.   "Yes, my son?"   "I want to go home...now." Tears stuck in my eyes. I can't stay here any longer.   "Okay, I'll tell Dad. Wait a minute." She wakes Dad up and discuss with him. I stare at the morning sky through the window. But I find nothing except an emptiness. *******    I walk into Marya's room. I want to find something precious, something meaningful that she might left before she died. I want to know the reason of her suicide. I'm burning of curiosity.       I look around and fortunately, I find a light-blue box und

     Finally..........it's over! OVER!!! O.V.E.R Yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!      What's over???                  My PT3  is over!!!!!!!!!!!!  I've been freee............ I can't believe it but my most important examination in this year is over. It's so wonderful. Hmmm..... 'bout my PT3? Well..... I just can say that this exam is not quite difficult nor quite easy.. But, I had do my best in that exam, so I'm waiting for my hard work's result... And certainly, I'll be glad if I get straight A's..or at least I can get many A's.. But, actually....  I am not free yet... T-T Why? Because I have to join a "Pasca PT3" programme after this.. Know what? Our teachers had gave warning to us, that if we don't attend to school... our names will be in the school's record...  Huhu... so sad and tensed! But, it's alright.. I just have 5 weeks more to go to school this