Love Yourself

Buonna nuite Hey guyss Today is the last day of 2017. So so what has this year taught you? Hmmm But first thing first, I didnt complete my Calendar Series, right?? Sorry po. It was because I was so demotivated. Haha. But let me tell you here... in Oct to Nov, I think that I was just busy preparing for my SPM. And in December, all I did was decaying at house. Hahahahah. Well.. ill decay for 5 months more. Ssokayyy🙂 So so What has 2017 taught me? Dont know. I forgot. 😂😂 Whatever it taught me, they must be good lessons. Hehe. So tomorrow is a new year. There are so many hope that I put in 2018. I hope... I will stay alive and healthy. So i need to live a healthy lifestyle. I need to wake up early, exercise, eat good food and dont waste time. I also hope.. My family will be happy My beloved will always stay by my side I will get straight As in SPM Ill go to good university I will stay connect with my friends I will be rich😜 My drawing skills will improve

Hyee.. ketemu lagi sihh Hahaha Now its time for Ogos. Miau2🐺 Bulan ogos ni banyak bufday orang. Tapi aii bukan nak cita pasai bufday kayy. 6-21 We got spm trial exam. And.. sesuatu yg tak dijangka berlaku di tengah2 itu. Jeng jenggg... 17-19 Aii terpaksa mengikuti kem zakat kat Paya Pahlawan. Waktu tgh2 exam lak tuh. Stress gak la ann waktu tu. Tapi nak buat gena ...pi je lah. And sebenarnya kem tu okay ja pon. U just belajar belajar n belajar. No sports, no games whatsoever. Lega gak la kann. And...nasib baikla  aq dok sebelah kawan aku dari maahad lain. At least boleh aq sembang sikit2 sambil dgaq ceramah tu kan. Hahaaa Dan selepas habis kem nih, sesuatu yg tak ku duga berlaku di aspuri. 19/8 Aku balik dari kem tu teqa waktu zohor tu x silap. Nak balik kena balik sendiqi, cikgu xnak ambek dah. So aku tumpanglah kawan aq sekerat, pastu ayah aq amek kat tol gurun tu. Aku memang nak balik waktu tuhh sebab penatt but... tetiba ayah ku cakap nak hantar aq balik asqam

Hyeepppp Haha...I had procastinated this series for few days. Coz im so lazyyyyyyyyyy. Wuhuiiii So  aq skip haa bulan 5 ngan 6 sebab ... takdak pa jadi sangat ponn. Haha... coz itu bulan puasa n raya. Huii.. And what was happening in July? Hoho..that was when i went to Cameron Highland for my class trip. Yep. Sebenarnya..tulahh first time aq p rombongan kelas. Huuhui. Sebab my dad bukannya jenis sua duit selalu. Semua pon kena guna duit sndiri. Tapi takpelah.At least dpt pi jugak kan tahun last kat kolah ni. Haha. We all pergi selama 2 hari 1 malam. So sat je la. Tapi nak buat pa lama2 kan. Huii. Jadi... apa aq nak cita eh? Hmmm.. pergi sana cam biasa je lah. Bolehlaa. Tempat pon lebih kurang sama ja macam yg pernah pi. Miauu.. And kat sanalah aii jumpak aemon aii. Hehee.. Maksud aii, bear2 aii yg cumil2 tu. Aii beli triplet ngn 2 kawan aii. Aii pon belilah mini kaktus 2 ketui. Tapi sekarang depa dah dok lam tong sampah. 🙃 Sebabnya aii tak reti jaga. Layu centuu ja.

Hyeppp Today I wanna tell my story in Englishh. Choii😂 Oraitt...during this month, I had many competitions to join. But I really like to join them coz u know, Maktab Mahmud got its "cawangan2" around Kedah. So if I join any competition, it was automatically between Maktab Mahmud, which we called it 'peringkat negeri'. Haha..so I dont have to join the zone, district stage. U know it was like a shortcut. And I liked it coz I could go far from my place, like travelling. Nyehehehehe😁 By far, I had gone to Maahad Aloq setaq, pendang, poksen, kuala muda, kulim, langkawi, baling, sik ofcozz, mtsd and..yg tu ja kot. So I managed to go to 9 out of 13 maahad. It was quite satisfying. And in april, this is the timeline.. 4th april I joined a speech competition at MMPS. Yeah.. I am satisfied with what I did. Coz I knew that I had given all I got. I really wanted to win that time. But u know, it was not my rezki again, so yeah.. issokayy. Hahaha 8th april Hafaz

Alohaaa!! Salut, beau! Kuikuii.. Dah bulan 3, so what happened... 5-9 Mac sebenarnye ade ujian topikal, tapi aii terpaksa habiskan awal sehari. Paseipa pulakkk?? Sebab bulan 3 is bulan LANGKAWI!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yehaaaaa Aii pergi free tau, 2 days 1 night. tapi..well2... aq dah cita dah in my previous post.... so this is the end I think Muahahahahahaahhahaahhahahahahahahahahha So..whathefish is this post? Mollaaaa... Jaljinaeee... annyeongg!!

Yeahhhh....... we're back!!! So what was the first thing to be celebrated in  this 2nd month? Ahh...that day was also Harry Style's birthday. I was so happy that i Dm'ed him. But ofkos he neither replied nor seen. mehhh ehhh.. wait2.. Why did I speak English? Shouldn't i speak Malay? Opsss.. hahahhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa Ok, sebenarnya dah lupa dah jadi apa. Takdak pa sangat kott. kihkihh.. Tapi waktu 12.2.2017... u know, thats our kegemilangan time!! Weeheee Result SMAMM keluaq waktu tu, so we alls happy2 sebab semua result bagus2. Hahaa.. boleh baca kot aii pernah post dah sebelum nii. Pergilah carik kalau rajin. Kuikuii... And waktu 26 hb tu, kite orang wat makan2 siket. But waktu tu ada lah siket pertelingkahan, coz it was like.. what?? Apesal pompuan kena bayar lebih? Apesal laki kede sangat nihh?? Hahahaaa.. tapi kitorang halalkan je lah sebab las kali, duit tu dapat balik jugak. And kitorang wak masuk dal

So so... In the beninnggingg..eh2silap..in the beginning of the year... fuhhh So.. aku mulakan senior year aq sebagai seorang hakak tingkatan 5 di maahad al mahmud sikk. Hoho. Orang kata, senior year ni arr best kan.. boleh buli adik2...kahkahh Takk Sebenarnya lagi banyak tanggungjawab.. So tahun ni aii jadi pengawas perpustakaan,setelah meletak jawatan sbagai pengawas sekolah pada end year 2014. Hahaha...yang syoknya aii boleh pakai baju purple..hehehe, sama ngan beloved, walaupon jawatan x sama ponn... meoww.. then hari first perhimpunan, cikgu pengawas aii dulu tegur, dulu suruh jadi pengawas xmau..oppsss😅...sorry, ustajah. And magically, aii jadi ketua PSS terus.. kahkahh, baru pegang kot jawatan. Heeehee... but apa yang sebenarnya buat ai semangat nak jadi pengawas puspa ni coz he said if he was in my school, he will go to library every day. Aloo sweetnyaa😍... (gatal kau ekk??) So aii jugak sebenarnya hakak senior kat asrama. And jawatan kat asrama ni adek2 yang vote

Hye uolsss... Hahahah..pejam celik pejam celik.. rupenye 2017 nak habeh dah, cek mek molek oii Cepatkannn Inilah dunia akhir zaman.. sob sob So how were your days this year? Ok? K.o? Haha..banyak orang cakap 2017 ni tahun yg agak rough. Hmm... harga barang smakin mningkat, cabaran smakin banyak...zaman pokjib la katakan.. kahhh.. Tahun ni pon la viral macam2.. ada nampak mummy happy la...ayam mee lah...abang nak tegur lah...hmmm... tapi nampak kan? Semua benda tu macam benda bodoh2 je... patutla orang skang ni suka buat bnda yg bodoh, yg memalukan diri depa sendiqi... nak cepat femes agaknyaaa.. hmmm... Oppsss...kasar sangat ke hakak tegurr?? Kahkah... mapoh pi laa.. And paling penting, isu baitulmaqdis yg ditimbulkan orang tua gila tu...haihhh.... mintak2 la isu ni surut secepat mungkin, dan umat Islam dapat balik hak yang sepatutnya.. #handsoffalaqsa So so..apa yg aku nak merepek ni sebenarnyaa? Tentang dunia bagai... hahaha.. Well...let me tell you bout my 2017 t

Black or white? What is your choice? Hahaha.. it's up to you. I dont care. Yeah.. I DONT CARE. But nowadays people are just to racist. Especially here in Malaysia. Why? They are judging people by their skin's colour. You are white, then you are pretty, acceptable, gorgeous of all. But if you are black or dark brown or kind of dark colours, you are hideous and ugly. You aren't accepted in this community. Oppss. Why though people always judge? Is that all matters? Is our skin colour shows our personality? Huh? Please stop racism. Hey, you can't say that to people. Either they have black or white or brown colour on their skin, that does not matter. We are what we are. At the end of the day, all that matters is our personality. Our behaviours. Our heart. Even if you have fair skin, a beautiful complex , a sexy body, but if your personalities suck, than it is a waste. If your heart is rotten, we will see where you gonna stop at the end. And this difference

Hello guys... Well, first of all, I'm sorry. I lied to you. The truth is I don't wanna write bout the topic yet. U know why? Coz I did write about it, using the Blogger app...perfectly. but after I finished it, suddenly... "the blogger app has stopped". 😑 Miauuuuu So so...it ruined my mood. Omaigaddd. Arghhh!! And I wanna tell that lately, I didnt write in my journal. I left a lot of blank spaces. Urgh..what a waste! Well, maybe tonight, Ill make some things better. Hahaha. K byeeee. Lots of love,

Hey babes! Well ..today is the start of a new month, new December. Huhuiii... So , as everyone knew, I am free now!!!! From school! I am not a school student anymore. My final exam,SPM, is over. Yehaaaaaa!!! But you know...there's this prob. I don't know what to do. I have so many plans, but I am scared that they will not work out. I had made a journal...but I do not write nothing yet. Huhuuuu...bcoz I am so lazy rn. As my plans are... Cooking Drawing Blogging Reading Riding motorcycle And so on But but but Yeah..this is the prob. I always ggive reasons to dodge them. Haaaaaa... Well...just pray for me to be hardworking in my new phase of life. Times when I have 24 hours to stay at home. Hahahaha... Yep, I realised that it takes too much to change. When you wanna change the world, you have to change yourself first. Right? And...ahh! Today is our beloved Prophet Muhammad SAW's birthday. Let's celebrate it with all praises and good deeds from us. A