Love Yourself

  "No, you can't!"   "Huh??" I wonder why he scolds me after I told him about the dinner.   "You can't go out tonight! NEVER!!!" His face is all red. I get afraid of him.   "But why? We'll just go for a dinner at a restaurant. Then we'll back home. Simple thing."   "No, it's not something that you know. It's complicated!"   "Then tell me!" He's speechless. "This is a chance for me to build a happy family again. This night! So I must go, by hook or by crook!" I shoot out all my feelings. The air feels so hot now.   "It's up to you whether you'll go or not. But this girl, Marya Morgan will go out!! The end." I slam the door loudly. I don't know what I'm doing but I know that I made a fight with Jonathan. ******************   Along the journey, we just keep quiet. Not of all us, but just me and Jonathan. I thought he doesn't want to follow yet

Hey, guys!! Today I wanna write about........... DOODLES!!! Lately, my younger brother bought a sketchbook and a marker..  So, I'd been thinking what he wants to do with that things? Then, he opened Youtube videos about doodles. And for sure, I watched with him too. Hehe..   From the videos, I learned to draw doodles! =D And these are all my doodles.. they're not quite cute. Hoho.. Take a look~ my first doodle love~ absolutely, for my great oppa <3 love again... I drew on my sister's pencil case too... Haha...that's all! Hope you like it. Ah, by the way, how's the BIGBANG concert just now? Is everything alright?? I know it must be great! :) Hmmm...hmm...hmmmmm..... Tomorrow, I have to go back to my 'lovely' hostel... and we'll be apart for two weeks... So sad... So, see you two weeks later! Wait for me ya!!  Love you~ <3

Hello guys~ and exclusively, this post is meant to VIPs in Malaysia!!!!! Wooohooo.......   I know you guys must knew that tomorrow...tomorrow.... tomorrow our lovely handsome brothers will come! Yeah!!!    Who are them??? Yes, they are BIGBANG!! And for sure, my great incredible TOP oppa will come too. I feel so excited! =D They will held a concert for two days at Putra Indoor Stadium, Kuala Lumpur. Look, check it out here:   But the saddest truth is I know I can't go there.... Huhu.... Hmm, it's alright. I will just watch videos about this concert later... And I knew that there're lot of VIPs will go there.  So, please send my regard to them ya! ( especially to T.O.P oppa) Haha... I will be so happy if this will come true.   So, you guys... make sure that you attend this concert and give support to our lovely BIGBANG oppas! I'll leave you with this video.... Bye TOP..GDRAGON, SEUNNGRI, TAEYANG and DAESUNG oppa!!!! And most importantly, bye u

   I look at her back. She is washing the dishes that were left by lunch. Silently I stand beside her and help her to wipe the plates. She's surprised, looking at me weirdly so I just smile.   "Mom.." I call her.   "Y-yes??" She stutters a bit,shocked with my act right now.   "Can we talk for a moment?"   "She takes out her apron and walk to the living room with me.   "Mom, are you happy right now?" I ask her, the same question Jonathan asked me. She keeps silent for a sec.    "No, my dear.." she answers.   "Why? Don't you have Dad and Joshua?"   "Yes, I have my husband and son but I don't have my daughter..." she sighs. "I really wanna know you but I never had the chance. Cause you don't like me, right?"   I frost for a second. No, she's wrong. " No..instead can I give you the chance? Will you take it sincerely?" I answer bravely. Her face starts to shine

Hmmm.... hello guys! Nice to meet ya.  In these few days, I am thinking a lot about.... to write or not? Should or shan't? Must or musn't??? So, what I'm talking about?  Yes! It's about my story on the blog, "THE TWISTED FATE". I am pondering a lot about it... Should I continue writing it on my blog... or not?? Coz I feel so lazy to retype the story back. And I feel like,... " Argghh, aq penat penat taip, ada orang baca ke? Dapat sambutan ke?" .  But, if I stop updating the story, all of my efforts will be meaningless. It has 12 chapters, so I have to write 7 more... a little bit more.. So should I give up or shan't I? Or should I continue this little piece of work?    Hmm... I don't know... ;(  If you have any suggestions, please share with me ya! Alright. Bye and goodnight! Assalamualaikum.. The girl who seeks for hope,  

Hmmmm......... like everybody knows....today is HARI RAYA!!!!! WOOOHOOO!!! First of all, I... No, no, no..   Saya nak minta maaf zahir batin kepada semua orang, (all over the world) and saye nak ucapkan Selamat Hari Raya kepada seluruh muslimin dan muslimat!! Haha.. tak tahu nak cakap apa dah.. (KRIK KRIK) Okeylah... yang tu je nak cakap. Harap semua orang gembira di hari raya ini!!! =D Forgive me for all the things I did and I do.. Sumimasen.. Ana aasif~ Bye and thanks! Yours Sincerely,

Hmmm...... Hohoho....  Like you see.... I have changed my blog!!!!!! Woohoooo!!! Do you like it???   Emmm, actually I want this blog to look better, cuter and more cheerful... So it ends like this... I think I feel satisfy now. If I feel unsatisfied, I will change it again... Haha! But...... I feel a little bit sad because... I can't put the clock, the cursors, the snow, the quotes and the other things in this type of template. So, it's a little bit.... Hmm, anyway I want to say thank you for visiting my blog! Please, leave a comment! =D

                                                                                                                                         Hello....guys!! Okey, this is me... Hmm, actually I have nothing to talk about. I just want to tell that... I might change my blog to a cheerful one! Woohooo!!!!!  Hmmm, can you see the changes that I made? Like the cursor... the snow... the icon... hehe, next time (if I have free time, maybe?) I want to change the theme and font colour...  If you have some tips to cheer up my blog, tell me okay??? :)  Alright, that's all... Owhh, and one more little thing, I added my signature here...hoho.. ( short form of my name) And...these are all thanks to  Kak Lyssa , to share tutorials and tips on her blog.... Thank You!!!! Arigato kozaimashita!! Gomahwo!! :)